Two strokes left me stranded at the edge of the social world, trying to rebuild an adaptive, communicative interface that most others take for granted.
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my neurological double-tap
Category: life
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indefatigably yours
Still here. Still thinking. Still refusing to disappear.
It is worth remembering that civilisation persists by unacknowledged permission of the planetary systems that sustain it.
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social distortion: disaffection
Disaffection is not giving up. It is what happens when you can no longer see yourself in the world that helped create you.
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miracle of persistence
Life is not astonishing simply because it exists. It is astonishing because, against every available opportunity to fall apart, it keeps holding together and this resilience is the kernel core of its persistence.
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Everyday Exasperation: Traumatic Tyrrany
Most people, across most periods of history, have lived less under grand political visions than under a weary determination to survive whichever charlatan, tyrant, or narcissist happens to drift into power at a given moment and in a given place. Populations are carried along in different ways. Some are swept up in the intoxication of […]
Most of what commands attention now is not meaningful in any substantive sense. It is dependent meaning: signals that borrow significance from circulation, outrage, novelty, or proximity to power rather than from coherence, considered consequence, or truth. This hollowness is not accidental. It is structurally central to contemporary dissatisfaction, corruption, volatility, and political disorder. These […]
Anyone else feeling this at the moment?
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Crunch Time: Metacrisis
We are now in genuine crunch time—globally, systemically, and environmentally. The convergence of political instability, ecological degradation, technological acceleration, and institutional fragility has pushed human civilisation into a narrow and dangerous corridor. This is not rhetorical escalation. It is structural reality. I have spent decades developing a rigorous systems model for sustainable global engagement, grounded […]
Disability is not an edge case that happens to someone else. It is a statistical certainty built into biology and time. Unless a life ends early, bodies age, systems degrade, injuries accumulate, genetics express themselves, and cognition changes. This is not moral failure or personal deficiency. It is physics. Entropy at the level of lived […]
Power dresses itself in tailored certainty, but it runs on the same brittle circuits as the rest of us. The billionaires, the opportunists, the half-literate fist-pumpers who mistake grievance for strategy — they’re just another jittery species dancing under a star that occasionally throws a Carrington-class mood swing. One electromagnetic hiccup, and every boast, every […]
A stroke is the abrupt loss of blood flow to brain tissue, either because a vessel is blocked or because it ruptures. The former is ischaemic, the latter haemorrhagic, and both are catastrophic in different ways. One starves neurons, the other floods the surrounding tissue under pressure. Either path leaves a sudden absence where function […]
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